Jumbled Thoughts

Thursday, December 30th, 2010

I feel like I’m losing someone important in my life lately…he has been by my side for a while now, always being there when I need him. He is one of my best friends, but he is going through some dark depressing stuff and won’t talk to me about it. It’s driving me crazy. Maybe he isn’t talking to me about all of this because I’m not as essential and important to his life, as he is to mine. I hate this feeling, a feeling of constant anxiety and worthlessness, can’t seem to keep it all together at all lately. Maybe I can figure my shit out with the new year, a girl can hope right?

alihowegoesboom:

“Mom, listen, I haven’t been together with Topanga for 22 years, but we have been together for 16. That’s a lot longer than most couples have been together. I mean, when we were born, you told me that we used to take walks in our strollers together around the block. When we were two, we were best friends. I mean, I knew everything about this girl. I knew her favorite color, her favorite food. Then we became six, Eric made fun of me because it wasn’t cool to have a best friend that was a girl or even know a girl. So for the next seven years I threw dirt at her. I like to call those “the lost years”. Then when I was thirteen, mom, she put me up against my locker and she kissed me. I mean, she gave me my first kiss. She taught me how to dance. She always was talking about these crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about, and when I’m with her, I feel happy to be alive. Like I can do anything. Even talk to you like this. So that’s, that’s what I think is love, mom. When I’m better because she’s here.”
- Cory Matthews, Boy Meets World.

awwwwwwwwwwwww <3

Tuesday, December 14th, 2010

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alihowegoesboom:

“Mom, listen, I haven’t been together with Topanga for 22 years, but we have been together for 16. That’s a lot longer than most couples have been together. I mean, when we were born, you told me that we used to take walks in our strollers together around the block. When we were two, we were best friends. I mean, I knew everything about this girl. I knew her favorite color, her favorite food. Then we became six, Eric made fun of me because it wasn’t cool to have a best friend that was a girl or even know a girl. So for the next seven years I threw dirt at her. I like to call those “the lost years”. Then when I was thirteen, mom, she put me up against my locker and she kissed me. I mean, she gave me my first kiss. She taught me how to dance. She always was talking about these crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about, and when I’m with her, I feel happy to be alive. Like I can do anything. Even talk to you like this. So that’s, that’s what I think is love, mom. When I’m better because she’s here.”

- Cory Matthews, Boy Meets World.

awwwwwwwwwwwww <3

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Tuesday, December 7th, 2010

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5438) If you really knew me, you’d know that i wish could just dissapear.

I feel like this alot lately…nothing really is going my way. I’m lonely, and just want to be loved for who I am. I will never be good enough. I wish I could just start all over, be different, be better, be worth something in this world.

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Tuesday, December 7th, 2010

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